wow, consecutive. i haven't done that in a while. probably because then i forgot about the post previous and how important that was for me to get down. and then i think, maybe i should just hit the EDIT button.

it is time for me to see with eyes unclouded by things like hope, things like hate, things of love, and things of legend. do such things actually exist, or are they simply abstract concepts thrashing about somewhere in the world behind the eyes? perhaps they are not so much veils over the windows as they are smudges of dirt, so that even when there is nothing to block the light, the silhouettes and shadows still appear imperfect. but yes, i have rid myself of such things, there is no more doubt behind the eyes. and in doing so, i have enabled myself to see beyond my own sight, to know things that i could not have known before, for it is because of the children of hate, the wellsprings of hope, the flushes of love, and the heroes of legend that i become derailed from my original purpose: to see without obstruction. time, a mistress more fickle than fortune herself, reveals all things as she pleases, less merciful than her wizened father before her (renowned, i am told) in choosing the moments to deliver revelation. this epiphany of seeing as i have never seen...it must be godsend, for lady time would have taken an eternity to bestow it upon my brow.

it is time for me to see, for the first time of my life.

don't ask where i got that from.